Ulterior Motives Dream

Current Dream

(Every single person in this dream is asian)

There is an Asian woman who is in line at the hospital to get vaccinated. As she is getting closer, a male nurse abruptly yells out to them that it's  a trap. It's a cover for something more nefarious. The woman quickly backtrack and runs towards the front along with 3 other people who are frightened. A different man dressed in all black stops them and throws syringes at 3 people all land in their thighs. 1 woman and 2 men. All three stop resisting once they realize they've been injected and comply. All three slowly act strangely complacent. The Asian woman then continues running and enters a door. She meets a slightly overweight male nurse who let's her in a different room. He motions over to a crib and picks up a mostly blanket covered fetus. But the face and body of this fetus felt deformed and mostly red colored but still human looking. Not too sure what happened next.

 It time skips to where the woman is now alongside a younger, slightly darker skinned male who seemed to be tasked in protecting this woman. He eventually says to her that he is getting worn down from protecting her. They are both in a car and it is now night time. They were entering a parking lot when suddenly a black car darts in front of them. And then a 2nd white car. Fearing that they are about to ambushed, they quickly reverse. Their stomach drops when they see the white car that despite moving forward, the front bumper is facing them...thus confirmed that they likely have been spotted by the "bad guys" so they get out of the car and get out on foot but still have a sinking feeling but walk through apartments. I woke up.

Vampire Alliances Dream

Date of dream: unknown

Dream from my archives 

Dream began as me in hiding, the sky was dark midnight and I come to find that the environment of this earth was like towards the End of Days. Yet again, this is a dream of another human massacre. I was one of the extremely few humans left that was in hiding because people were getting killed off left and right by VAMPIRES!!

I was in a building in a small room and I got captured by these vampires and they actually bit me and turned me into one of them. I was quite shocked they didn't kill me but the small group that got me turned into a vampire explained to me that there was much more to it than Humans VS Vampires, there was the "good" vampires (my group) VS the "bad" vampires that we are currently hiding from. Our secret hiding spot was an outside single bowling lane. about 5 of us hid in a small room just behind the bowling pins. The "bad" group of vampires came up to us just feet away while 1 was bowling. It strongly felt like the other vampires were trying desperately to keep the "bad" ones from seeing me (My guess at this point was that they were to exterminate ALL humans and turn absolutely no one into one of them) I saw a glimpse of the leader of the "bad" vampires...he looked so hott but he actually looked like Kellan Lutz..you know, that hot vampire in Twilight. He looked exactly like he did in the movie. I got the strangest feeling from that guy though. He looked so young but yet I felt his emanating power like this guy is seriously not someone to fuck with. Almost like a Lestat/Armand feel from Interview with the Vampire. I was literally frozen in fear the entire time he was here, just feet away from our hiding spot.

Chase *Lucid Dream*

Date of Dream: Unknown

Dream from my archives

What I love most about myself and the little I know to control my dreams is that I (mostly) have the ability to get out of a progressing nightmare.

I've done it before.

My dream last night was getting scary because I was outside at an apartments at the dark of night and a group of people from all corners just emerged from the shadows. At first I was all by myself and the next second I am holding a BABY! Not certain if it was (my baby) or some random baby but that didn't matter to me I had the baby in my arms and was willing to protect this baby at all cost. The people began shooting at me and so I took off running and I looked back a big group of people were chasing me. I ran to the very front of the apartments and I just ran inside the closest apartment. Seriously peculiar because the door was wide open and classic rock music was blazing loudly and the apartment itself seemed to have been occupied with people's belongings. Weird enough, I couldn't find anyone in this apartment, it was strangely empty but that was the least of my problems and so I took myself and this baby in a closet. The closet was facing the front door and so I left it a crack open and a few seconds later after crouching down in a closest I see through the crack of the door facing the front door and I see men sneaking in this apartment and I saw they had guns on them.

Then I snapped back to reality. I instantly come to thought that this is a dream and not real and so I close my eyes and force myself to get out of this dream because if the evil men find us..I sure as hell don't want to stick around to see what they will do. Literally in a blink of an eye the dream vanished and when I open my eyes again.....another dream, another surround, no more baby in my arms.

I've been able to do this since I was little, before I even knew there was a word for it but it felt awesome I could get out of a nightmare. I could only think of 1 time where it didn't work....it was a graphic dream about rapture. That was a shitily scary dream if I'd say so myself.

Vampire Infiltration Dream

Date of dream unknown

Dream from my archives

Started out in summer camp, time was past midnight and everyone was up. Some reason there was a funeral home on that ground. The light in the funeral home was crimson red and a teenage girl was by a casket and she discovered the body was missing. Two grown ups a man and woman ran up to her...that didn't bother to wipe their mouths dripping with blood. Both were trying to persuade her not to report the missing body. Three walked out and the girl knew all the grown ups were vampires but it was obvious they didn't know that she knew the fact, or else they would have finished her right then and there. She rushed outside and fearing that the thought would click in their heads any instant she ran in the night into a refuge.

This refuge was like a room in a tree, whom she shared with another guy, she climbing the stepping block to share to the guy what happened. Meanwhile one of the grown ups knew the whereabouts of both and shined the light at the top of the tree and for some reason turned and walked back from where this nameless woman came from.

The next morning the same two kids devised a plan to escape and cut down the very tree they stayed in the night before. Eventually they made it into a boat. Right when he put the boat in the water, a chunky woman approaches them when she sees this and yells at them and other kids caught in the mix and she has a gun in her hands already pointed at the guy. So the kids battle against her and the gun slips from her hands. A girl takes the gun and it doesn't shoot! She sees a metal ball at the tip of the gun and when the woman is down on the floor, she leans the gun to her head and the metal ball lands on her forehead and boils and melts then dies as her eye balls turn a milky white color and stops moving. For reassurance she puts multiple metal balls on her but had no effect because she was already dead.

The sad thing about this was while that was going on an african american little boy fell in a pond filled with black water and a skeleton rose and held him down until he drowned. That was so tragic and sad because everybody else was fixated on the woman with the gun that couldn't shoot directly.

So anyway it went back to the room with bunckbeds and stuff. Back at night again. The girl secretely had a baby (didn't know that was possibly) and it was her boyfriends that he has no idea the baby is his and she is trying to hide that from him. She avoids sleeping with him a night and sleeps across the room from him while she holds her baby in her arms and sleeps. The next day more people come in, one guy in particular a military guy that frequently talks to this girl. Well eventually the boyfriend finds out the baby is his and he breaks up with her and she rants to the military guy. It was very insinuated that they had a thing for each other but never showed it. Well there was a growing problem of missing and decreasing number of people in the camp. That was too alarming. More people still there were becomming the more aware of the vampires that existed in the adults, not the teenagers.

Then I woke up.

Human Junkyard Dream

Date of Dream: July 12, 2024

Current Dream Recollection 

So I was riding in a car with a few people and we turned on this gravel road out in the country expecting to visit someone but what we were met with instantly made our blood run cold. 

It was some human farm.

To our left we saw grown men in cramped overcrowded cages. They were all very much alive but had this look of paralyzed fear. The small cage was filled to the top. No standing room either, the men were crouched down and one man was holding on to the bars with both of his hands.

We looked further and it was even worse. We saw a headless torso on display laying flat on a small table or cannister in direct view of us. It was extremely grotesque looking. So many disgusting bloodied body parts were strewn around this what looked like a human junkyard. It was so awful!

We motioned to GTFO and back out. As we were backing out, we saw what appeared to be cheesy looking 80s style zombies slowly walking towards us. Our car was moving along fast enough so 1 caught up with us. I was sitting in the back staring in horror hoping it wouldn't break in. But then I remember we were I a car and a force field that is the aforementioned car put an immediate block on the zombie.

We slowly made our way out....but we were in a hallway?? Yes, we were still in the car but it was like we were now in a building. We saw a mid 20s to 30s white woman turn down the hallway and walk right towards the human junkyard. I was now the driver and told the woman passing to NOT GO IN THERE. She didn't question it nor put up a fight to why. She was rather chill about it. I offered her a ride and she sat in the passengers seat. While she was buckling her seat belt I asked her if she was medically certified for some reason??? Not sure why or if that made a difference in having her in the car but she surprisingly said yes.

Just about when we were about to take off, we saw a younger dark skinned gentleman also turn the corner and I also tried to warn him not to proceed. 

I woke up. 

2 Sleep Paralysis Experiences

Date of Sleep Paralysis Experiences: Unknown; Mid 2008~

From My Archives 

(These took place when I while I was transitioning from christian to atheist)

Sleep Paralysis Experience #1

This one freaked me out THE MOST. I'd like to believe it was just a dream but the symptoms I experienced is of sleep paralysis but the things that happened just couldn't add up. Why would I dream of having a sleep paralysis especially when it happened again a few months later? So from that cray experience it's so hard to tell what's real or not.

Anyway I was sleeping in my boyfriend's room. I "woke" up in the middle of the night. I couldn't move at all. Not one muscle of my body. It was pitch black at first. As if that didn't scare enough I immeditely heard demonic whispers. It really sounded like a completely different language to me. The whispers sounded really close to me and I was scared I didn't know who was whispering HOW many there were or what they were saying. There was definetly a demonic feeling inside of me. As much as I wanted to get up and run away I couldn't my body was stiff. And then.

I looked at the ceiling and I saw a light. It was a big circle of light. At the same time I saw the light there was a silouete of a hand stretched out and motionless. It was a really big hand I thought to myself. A surge of fear went right through me and I thought in my head "I must change my ways I don't want to be in hell..." As soon as I finished the thought...I woke up from the dream.

Sleep Paralysis Experience #2

A few months later that's when my son was born. He was only about 3 months old. One night I woke up again. I was sleeping on my side and I was facing my son who was soundly asleep. Yet again, I couldn't move. I was on my SIDE! Still I couldn't move nor have any feeling in my body. Suddenly I was a strange feeling that someone was watching me. Like an evil prescence that just entered my room. I was really curious but even if I wanted to turn around and look I COULDNT!! And then a weird thought in my head came about, it seriously wasn't me, it was a systematic message "If you close your eyes, you'll be in Hell." At the time being the middle of the night I was so sleepy. I just wanted to go back to sleep. I closed my eyes. In those extremely few seconds I felt a very compelling rapidly falling sensation. My body felt extremely light at the same time it felt like my body was traveling such a great distance. MY eyes were closed maybe about 2 seconds....the scariest 2 seconds in my life. I instantly opened my eyes not even thinking at all if I would like what I'd see but to me, I just wanted to see my son.

To my great surprised there he was. Still soundly asleep. That's when I thought about it. Ugh, shivers ran down my spine the single thing I COULD feel.

Souls in the Forest Dream

Date of dream: June 15, 2024

Current Dream

It was night time and I was sitting in a circle of 3 to 4 other peers 1 guy and 2 women I think. One girl (introduced to herself as Alex?) initiated conversation about me talking how she is friends (even BFFs) with my sis in law, A. I hate A so I rolled my eyes and looked the other way while she was complimenting her how nice she is and how she often has to stick up for her when she gets herself in trouble. Almost in the same sentence she mentions the word "dream" which triggered me to ask Alex "Do you ever dream of being in a dark forest?" She quickly says yes.

"Like this over there!"

I pointed to my right because,  well we were literally in the dark forest and it was extremely dark we couldn't see through and could only see the faint light from above. As dark as the forest was, there was an almost perfect circle cutout area where we were sitting. The dark trees were all evenly outlining the outside of the circle. So that was weird. It was like someone took a cookie cutter and removed this area in the dark forest that we were now conversing in.

Looking at the clouds, it had a sunsetting glow. I didn't see any sun but I saw a small fraction of the clouds had the most gorgeous shades of pale orange and hot pink in the distance. Itwas rather vibrant. It looked pretty damn close to this:

When my eyes turned back to the dark forest, we saw swirls of wispy white clouds that was ground level. It was uneven almost like a tornado but my mind at the time never once thought of it as a tornado because it was infact souls. Not sure if any one in the group said it but it may have been imprinted in my subconscious. There was uneven wispy souls rapidly going in the same direction but different trajectories at the same time. Some of us got intrigued and walked over there to the area and stand in it, including myself. I was pretty entranced by it and it was a very peculiar yet thrilling experience.

As soon as I stepped inside and those white wispy souls flew, they literally just flew in and out of me and I felt their transference of energy. The bigger the souls/wispy clouds, the much intensity of it felt. I went through the thick group of souls at least once (maybe twice) and when it through my entire body I felt a strange feeling of just how immense of a number of souls that were in there...like in the hundreds at least! The intensity was strong, it knocked me off my feet and almost to the ground. It was very, very peculiar and felt very spiritual. 

I tried to wake up to remember and write down this dream but funny thing along the way there...I had a false awakening and in this next dream I was seen trying to recall and write down this exact dream until I found I was still dreaming!!! LoL.

Then I woke up for real this time.